Just had to email the support group’s HQ with my concerns about DK and RH, basically being mouthy pricks and causing a load of problems. Utterly clueless weirdos. It was long overdue. Let’s see what happens there.
RD is emailing something similar, I gather. He’s a good guy that I’d be up for meeting up with. One of a few.
The online group – a different outfit – is going well. I’m meeting with the same people from across the country, a group of about 10, and we’re helping each other out by sharing our stories. There isn’t one tomorrow as it’s a bank holiday (I’m about to head out in a moment) but the straightfowardness of doing something on webcam from the comfort of your own lounge is hugely reassuring.
Depression – loneliness – is kicking my arse at the moment. I have a dual problem in life in that I’m emotionally unfulfilled, yet at the same time I hate people and their general stupidity. So don’t tend to get involved any more. And, of course, a lot of the people I would invite out would be from the support group anyway, many of whom are Tories and anti-vaxxers, i.e. people I’d rather have nothing to do with.
I’m heading to Manchester now to see what’s happening. Better than staying in.
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